Have you ever met one of those people who knows where to grab the best sandwich, show you the prettiest hotel lobbies and can rub elbows in the dingiest bar or the snootiest art party? Layer on top of this panache, an unrelenting love for chocolate, a fantastic fashion sense and a silky vocabulary that can describe even the most illusive of flavors.
I’m a wearer of many hats, one of which includes teaching people how and why to taste chocolate. If you’ve ever been to a tasting (wine, beer, cheese, whatever), think of that but substitute chocolate. I talk about where chocolate comes from, how it’s processed from a bean in a wacky-looking pod into the stuff of dreams, and how to taste it. Along the way, we touch on a number of topics, including sourcing and sustainability, agriculture and politics, science and sensory analysis. And people always get a kick out of hearing the back stories of many chocolate makers, whether it’s a third-generation chocolate maker from France or a high-flying-attorney-turned-chocolate maker.
In chocolate, there have been so many people who tread a path before me, and I’m grateful to them. Alice Medrich has (and continues to) educate the public about how to use fine chocolate in baking, and I love her recipes. They always work, which is pretty rare in cookbooks these days. In the chocolate tasting world, Maricel Presilla wrote what I consider the bible of chocolate (The New Taste of Chocolate) and I refer to it all the time. Closer to home, Pam Williams runs Ecole Chocolat and she has been a regular source of support and inspiration as I figure out my next steps.
I’m a big fan of the day job, to be honest. I tried being a full-time freelancer and chocolate educator a few years ago and realized that the financial insecurity made my creative brain shrivel up. I struggled with it for a while, feeling like I wasn’t as committed to the cause as the full-time freelancers I knew, but I finally learned to accept that in order for me to be creative, I have to have some boring structure underpinning it. Sometimes that’s limiting–I can’t write every story that I want to or take on every project that’s offered to me, because I don’t have the time, so I have to be pretty selective in how I spend my time. But it also means I can take the projects that don’t pay as well or that are research-intensive, because I don’t need the money immediately.
I don’t want to make it sound like I’m settling, but I’m all about taking calculated risks. Take the risk that’s two steps outside your comfort zone, not five. I think many of the most awesome jobs don’t yet exist in your brain, or there isn’t a clear road to how to get there. The truth is, no one’s going to be able to tell you how to get there, so you kind of have to make educated guesses and try a bunch of things to see what sticks.
I’m working on another book proposal, but we’ll see where that lands. I’m learning to take more time with proposals and see if the project is actually one I want to take, rather than rushing through the proposal in pursuit of the book deal.



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